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I've always been skinny. So skinny that to me I looked like a boy. I longed for big boobs and a body that looked like a girl. Careful for what you wish for. I was 98 lbs at 18 when I got pregnant. After I had my first daughter, I stood in the full length mirror when I got home and cried out of shock. My body looked horrible. Nevermind the stretch marks. I could live with those but everything was so big. Luckily I lost the weight within 4 months. I got down to 96 lbs. I think it was the breastfeeding and not having time to eat because I was busy taking care of a baby. I had my second child at age 22. It was a little harder to loose the weight. But I was determined. My husband called me a fat pig alot. I went back to dancing, discovered Ephederine and got down to 98 lbs. Long story short....I divorced the idiot and met the man I am married to now. (nine years) We have son together and he is 7. I struggled with my weight after having my son but again, with the help of Ephederine and only eating to survive, I got down to 98 lbs. To the protest of my husband and his family, I stopped taking the diet pills and started eating more.
Now I find myself once again - fat! I am 5 foot tall and weigh 123 lbs. And that lovely husband??? He is calling me fat names and makes me feel so undesirable. I am determined to lose the weight and keep it off no matter what anyone says.
I started 2 weeks ago. I count the calories in everything I put in my mouth. I don't go over the alotted amount I know that I can have and the less calorie intakt the better. I am exercising like crazy. I did lose 2 lbs last week and I am happy about that. It's going to be slow. I know. But I can do this. Size 2 HERE I COME!!

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